Being a good Christian (Am i contradicting myself?) Do I seem like a really holy girl? In the previous few posts, I have been openly stating "Thank the Lord" for yada-yada-yada. However, sometimes I wonder, are these statements all just for show?

So today, I went to the dentist to have my braces tightened. I also chose two new colours for my rubber bands: teal and neon orange. Urm.. Back to topic. Yea, so anyways, I had a 2-hour nap from 3.30 to 5.30 pm. I woke up to the house phone ringing crankily. It was my mum. She asked me:" Hey, uncle Jon is swinging by our office to bring me and granny to the church. Are you coming?"
And I replied, "No, I'm tired."
Actually... I wasn't tired at all!! I just wanted to read the library book that I had borrowed >.<
The moment I ended the call, my guilty conscience just skyrocketed. Hahz. Trying to be a good Christian, by loving thy neighbours as thyself, and not cursing in public and minimizing cussing in my mind. And yet, I don't feel the need to attend Sunday mass besides special occasions like All Souls Day, All Saints Day, death anniversary of a relative or Christmas. Haven't I been contradicting myself as a good Christian?



Urgh,
Al

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